Monday, 31 December 2012

thank you Allah :)


# turkey : new mosque, istanbul #

was my first time went on to an overseas vacation, and its turkey!
thank you Allah for blessing my parents with rizq, to bring us all here :)

will blog about it more insya Allah, doalah saya rajin. banyak masuk drafts je post2. 
selalu out of words.

take care, im currently enjoying as much as i can my stay in malaysia before back to that dental things again.
assalamualaikum :)

Monday, 3 December 2012

lead me the way :)

i hope ive made the right decision to clear out everything.

i hope what ive said is right, and He'll ease the way.

it wasnt something easy u know, and i just hope me and as well as the decision of this is always under His blessings and protection

:)

good nite ~

Saturday, 1 December 2012

jika aku jatuh cinta





lama perkara ni dah x bersarang di hati..
tak mudah nak melupakan semuanya, 
tapi kerana hati ini dah berjanji,
labuhkan kebahagiaan itu pada cinta yang Dia semi

i surrender everything to Him,
really, sebab sekarang dah x mudah nak percaya lagi.

:)




berilah petunjuk untuk istikharah cintaku kali ini,
hati yang masih takut, memerlukan pedoman mu ya Allah,
aku benar2 berserah,
dan permudahkanlah segalanya..

eh, sebak ~

goodnite =)

Tuesday, 27 November 2012

hikmah belajar di indonesia :)

assalamualaikum. its been ages, for just opening the blog just to read those bloggers who have updated theirs, but not updating mine. hee.

nak kata busy, bolehla. but rasanya, precisely, im just lazy to write. too many things happened actually, but none of them i can put into words. so itulahnya. terbiar je.

clinical life is seriously stressful. too many things to handle, all at one time. boo me, im failed at multi tasking. so yeah. banyak gila kerja pending. mostly because the patients cant make time nak datang and wait for the dental chair to be unoccupied itu mcm aduhaiii. haih. its okaylah, hopefully ill settle down just in time. please pray for me :)

so this time, nak share pasal hari tu saya join this one charity program organized by non profit organization. actually one of my friend is part of the club, and since they are planning to do some dental check ups, so they need some of the co-ass dentists to help. and since i have nothing to do last sunday, so i agreed to join them :)

bukan tempat hebat2, diorang buat this charity untuk anak2 jalanan. held under the flyover, seriously, bila lori lalu pun bergegar. hoho. mmg they aim nak anak2 jalanan yang salu berkumpul bawah tuh datang, to seek for medical treatments and dental check ups as well. buat dekat grogol, jakarta barat. so with the help of Sahabat Anak punya society, we managed to get those kids untuk check ups.

sambil menda tuh berjalan, ada jugak dorg bukak class kat bawah jambatan tuh, ajar mcm2. ajar english, maths and so on. seriously, sayu je hati tgk. and from what i observed, budak2 ni semua mcm sukakan attention. tiba2 je dtg pada kitorg, manja2, peluk2, and of courselah dorg punya favourite, tanya pasal upin ipin.

since those dental works doctor yang take charge, saya just help with menggunting kad patient and do some admission. tolong agihkan patient nak ke bahagian cabut ke tampal ke. tgk betapa banyak nye patient kanak2 tuh teringat kitorg yang betapa susahnya nak dpt patients kanak2 untuk dental treatment. huu. untung sgt budak2 trisakti, sbb those yang x sempat dpt treatment, they were advised to go to trisakti untuk dptkan treatments tuh.

so let pictures do the talkings lah :)



waiting for the others to arrive and setting up the place :)




this is where kitorang sterile alat, selain guna disposable punya tools, so this is how kitorg sterile xnak bagi infections spread from mouth to mouth kan :)









kena admission, take photos and make some medical records.




le friends diagnosing the teeth :D





my partner that day, xena from bandung :)





see, ramai yang datang untuk pengubatan percuma. bila lagi kan. banyak pahala dorg yang organize ni.most of them really need the treatment.










no dental chair. suntik bius, cabut mcm tuh je. hehe


this is the section dorg buat sesi pembelajaran. mcm2. buat mcm ala2 study groups.













satu je mobile unit menyebabkan banyak tampalan tak dapat dibuat. huu. luckily trisakti is near. so they were transfered there.






inez and xena :)



si kecik, favourite saya!




sooo much different dgn patients yang kitorg bayar untuk mereka dtg for treatment.
menangis ape sume. but these kids hebat, dorg rilekk habis!










betul2 bawah jambatan kan :) atas tuh lori keta motor ape sume lalu.





balik tuh, sambil baring nak tunggu mata lelap, somehow saya bersyukur i was born dengan keperluan hidup yang cukup. mungkin x mewah, tp alhamdulillah setiap apa yang saya perlukan, umi and abah always akan cuba penuhi. thank you Allah for the rezeki and blessings.

be grateful, regardless how worse u think ur life is, remember, there are people out there who wish to have a life like you :)

take care everyone. will update more kalau ada free time lagi :)

Monday, 5 November 2012

aku terima nikahnya


surprisingly, i didnt cry watching that movie. 
haha.

and i have this song on replay :)

take care, have a nice day!

Friday, 2 November 2012

ai iz happy :)

assalamualaikum :)

tiba-tiba excited gila nak update, after dapat invitation kawin meyob ngan iffah.

wahhh, ramai kawan yang nak kawin dalam masa terdekat ni, november and december :D but sadly, semuanya date yang awal dari date saya balik mesia. sobs. but thats not the point, kirim doa pun boleh dr jauh, yang penting, semoga jodoh mereka berkekalan hingga ke syurga.

im very sure, next year lagi berduyun-duyun invitation akan dapat. now i shud start buat hobby, collect kad kawin!  tataulah, but seriously excited, nak plak sume yang mcm quite rapat plak tuh. ya Rabb, permudahkanlah urusan mereka. aminn.

well, in a diff case, ive found one nice dua from tumblr, and why not i share it here kan? :)


O God, please grant me the one,
who will be the garment for my soul,
who will satisfy half of my deen,
and in doing so make me whole.

make him righteous and on your path,
in all he'll do and say,
and sprinkle water on me at fajr,
reminding me to pray.

may he earn from halal sources,
and spend within his means,
may he seek God's guidance always,
to fulfill all his dreams.

may he always refer to Quran,
and the sunnah as his moral guide,
may he thank and appreciate god,
for the woman at his side.

may he be conscious of his anger,
and often fast and pray,
be charitable and sensitive,
in every possible way.

may he honor and protect me,
and guide me in this life,
and please God! make me worthy,
to be his loving wife.

and finally Oh God,
make him abundant in love and laughter,
in taqwa and sincerity,
in sriving for the hereafter.

:)




this may take a long time, but i know insya Allah it'll worth all the waits :)

goodnite, assalamualaikum ~

Tuesday, 30 October 2012

a sweet escape :)









meninggalkan jakarta untuk ke pangandaran di aidiladha. hihi.
will update about it in details soon :)

on the other hand, ive went thru the 28th of october with a mixed feelings,
very undefined,
staring blankly at the beach in front of me.

it wasnt easy to persuade a broken heart,
but as what that have been stated in one of the hadith Qudsi,
"Allah is with those whose heart is broken"
so lets keep a strong faith in that
*tho obviously its very hard for me*
things will get better soon :)

i have another date to be faced with a strong heart,
fuhhh :')

things will be okay.
time will heal.
rainbow is on its way.

*shed tears*

Monday, 22 October 2012

wedding adat batak :)

assalamualaikum :)

i was so thrilled to attend this wedding from the 1st moment they told me about it. to be honest, sebenarnya, saya tak kenal pun who is ira, tho shes my batch mate, but shes in a diff class. plus we malaysians tak follow orientation, so lagilah x kenal budak lain selain budak cls sendiri *alasan*

so with a strong reason i came to the wedding to know who ira pradita is. hee. and thank god i have a few local friends who are so kind, willingly to fetch us up the malay students and brought us to the event since we arent very familiar with the place.

sume bersiap mcm nak rak. sume kuar segala jenis baju2 vogue de vast, eden ja pakai baju kurung. but hey, im still proud wearing it, siap pakai batik malaysia lagi. hee. 

as we reached the place, sort of mcm restaurant yang sangat besar and cosy, just in time, the event is about to start. the guests are superbly ramai and seriously very gorgeous. everyone looks very stunning in their outfits, laces is a must, sbb sini, wedding is one event yang mana everyone put a very high effort to be at their best masa tuh. hee

ira is actually comes from suku sunda, but her husband is a batak. so dorg kata, adat sini, selalunya dorg akan ikot sebelah lelaki. from what ive heard ms die announced, dorg pakai adat mandailing.



the entrance :)



if u can see bawah pokok tuh actually ada parents kedua mempelai waiting for the couple to come in.
dorang ada pasang mcm red carpet, so the couple akan lalu situ untuk sampai ke pelamin dorg :)




okay, yang cantik2 ni is mcm sort of yang jaga meja guest. kitorg sume guest akan sign guest book and if korg perasan, ade mcm bentuk rumah atas meja situ kan?
situ is the place where we put out money in there. adatnya, if dtg wedding akan bagi duit oleh each guest :)




tuh ira and her groom. hee. masa ni dorg ade sesi berbalas pantun.
quite lama jugak. mcm2 lah, susah jugak saya nak faham bahasa dorg actually sbb dorg guna bahasa suku dorg kan.
but sikit2 ade lah mcm "adik dah lama menunggu, jemputlah masuk"
ha cmtuh lah lebih kurang :P




see ira and her husband? cantik kan? :))




as soon as sesi berbalas pantun selesai, so ade mcm tarian tor2, 
yang mana ade 2 org pakcik tua akan menari sambil pegang mcm selendang,
die akan jemput patient tuh and mengiringi ke pelamin. 
hihi. comel2 pakcik tua tuh menari, but seriously menarik! :D




mcm geisha isnt she?




haa, before dorg dapat naik ke pelamin tuh, actually before tuh pengantin tuh ade menari,
haha, ms tuh seriously comel. tarian yg simple but penuh beradat :)
then only dorg ke pelamin.
ada 3, built for the couple, parents sebelah laki dan perempuan tuh.







my gorgeous classmates :) cantik2 kan mereka?




meet my indonesian friend, maesa uswa eastyqoma :)
yang sebelah tuh my hsemate, athirah. hee










owh and makan kat sini, dorg tak sediakan tempat duduk, so ull eat berdiri,
tapi serious food banyakkkk gila. from siomay, soto, nasi berlauk,
macam2 lah. nikmat gila, tho saya tak sempat nak try everything. hee.







almost the whole batch dtg, yang ni girls lah. ramai kannn? 










the guys :)




hee, its me! :)




one more, banner2 yang dorg wat dr bunga.
a must have thing kat every event, regardless kawin ke anniversary ke org meninggal ke.
creative kannnnn? :)


hee. ive  tried to find some videos yang ala2 ade mcm apa yang saya tengok semalam, but tak jumpelah. sigh. but insya Allah, katanya there are more weddings to come. maybe adat jawa plak ke. ill try to make time to attend it, boleh tengok different culture lagi :D

indonesia, other than shopping malls belanja murah tuh, seriously they have alot more to offer. cultures especially. sangat banyak and very interesting :)

okay tuh je, dah tatau nak cite ape, will be updating more soon. 

take care, have a productive week friends, assalamualaikum :)