Tuesday, 28 February 2012

sweet escape, yay!

assalamualaikum =)

this is one of the most awesome monday ive ever had! haha. with nothing to be worried, enjoying my free time till the end of the day, and knowing the fact that, tomorrow ill be waking up to my quick planned sweet escape. yayyy!

ill be off to bandung with my housemates (except ieda, no worries ieda, definitely ull be missed! hee) and another 2 guy friends. last minute punye plan, but i hope everything runs as what we have planned. hee! duit sengkek actually, but mengenangkan, once we've entered the clinical years, we'll be spending a lot of money to our patients, maka sweet escape ini adalah harus. at least, as a reward for all the hardworks that we'd put to our thesis kan?

so will be back on thursday. see u soon, with lots of pictures insya Allah. im super excited walaupun dah bape kali pegi bandung, but Kawah Putih x penah sampai lagi. im a happy kid seriously =D


~ kawah putih ~


take care everyone. be good. gudnite. sweetdreams. much love =)

Monday, 27 February 2012

just a small talks

Dear Girls,


Always go for a guy who loves you, but not the one that you love. This is what my mum has always been telling me. Hihi


Sincerely,
Yana



Sorry for the silly post. feels like writing a letter, so there u go =P

goodnite. sweet dreams. sleep tite.

Sunday, 26 February 2012

one sinful bliss






a sudden craving for this chocolate fondue. oh my.

happy sunday people. im back to my novels now, nikmatnya hari2 ku skrg, sblum back to torture. hihi.

take care, much love!

alhamdulillah, He paid me cash =)

first thing first, let me express my deepest gratitude to Allah SWT, for all the blessings that He gave me. terima kasih Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, all those things that happened, were seriously beyond my expectations.

tadi, as what ive told you, saya ade presentation thesis. chuaknya Masya Allah, tuhan je tau. smlm tak dapat tdo nyenyak, asyik terbangun-bangun, sampai mimpi pun mimpi thesis. malam smlm resah gile, tapi i tried my best to stay focus, saya wat flashcards, tulis cantek2 untuk apa yang saya nak ckp ms present thesis tuh nanti. hee!

mine was scheduled at 10am, tapi just to be safe, saya ngan my other housemate yang present hari ni jugak, mas, kitorg gerak awal, around 830 mcm tuh dah pegi. hee. sampai campus, jumpe few malaysians yang lain, sbb rini ramai gak student malaysia yang present thesis masing2.

tell u what, sepanjang tuh sgtlah x senang duduk. haha. oh yeeee, nak cite alkisah saya tuck in baju, masa pagi2 tadi gosok baju, baru pasan rupenye kemeja putih sy turun warna *facepalm* tahu x chuak die mcm mana? tapi seb bek ade kat bagian lengan, so i fold my sleeves and kat bhgn bwh tuh i decided to tuck in. x selesa of course tuck in, but xnaklah nampak comot sgt, so takesalah. wat muka yakin jela, xnak serabutkan mind pasal baju ni. hee!

mmg berjalan mundar mandir. pastu nak plak jumpe senior, yang masa die present thesis die, die dapat lecturer mmg sama ngan lecturer yang saya dapat. dia chuakkan kottttttttt! grrr! dia kata lecturer tuh suke gile tanya soalan, dekat 20 soalan lah apelah, and bile x dpt jawab, die tend to naik suara and whatsoever, mmg makin kencang ah jantung ni berdegup.

and boleh plak, tbe2 tengah2 prepare smbil bertenang tuh, tergerak hati nak pegi library, nak revise a bit pasal vertical dimension, sbb dlm thesis saya ade sentuh pasal menda tuh. so lari sat p library and did some revisions there, tapi paham2 lah, dah chuak, otak x boleh nak digest sgt.

10 am, bismillahitawakkaltua'lallah, saya melangkah masuk dalam ruang 401, utk present. masa nak set up powerpoints, haihhh, laptop plak buat mslh, gelabah kejap lah nak pegi cari laptop spe nak pinjam, luckily iqa bawak.

so here we go, dengan lafaz bismillahirrahmanirrahim, saya start present thesis sy. haha. first tuh, pegang mic menggeletar okie! haha! tapi makin lama, makin tenang, tho cm biasa, bahasa sy rojak habes. english, indo, malay. sume ada! haha. and guess i talked way too much, but better than yesterday, and settled.

" sekian sahaja presentasi dari saya. jika ada sebarang soalan, dipersilakan. segala kritik dan saran, amat saya harapkan dari dosen sekalian untuk perbaikan skripsi saya"

and i inhaaaaaaaleddd deep, ready to be showered with their questions. tapi i said to myself, no matter what, just smile and tolonglah jangan blank. and ya Allah, seriously, their responses were something that i never expected, they were so interested in my topic. tho they did say that my topic went off a bit, more to operative dentistry rather than prostho, but somehow the new technique that ive been promoting is something very interesting. 

yes, i did wrote about a new way nak treat kes erosion pada gigi yang sangat parah. so instead of dorg tanya, dorg banyak mintak dijelaskan. and plg bersyukurrrr sangat, hati yang tergerak nak pegi library revised tu, sumenye ditanya oleh dorg. hihi. happy gila, thank you Allah untuk petunjuk tuh =) and my lecturer pembimbing adalah sgt2 membantu. dorg tanya about 10 questions and sked for some further explainations, and last words from them are :

"saya sangat tertarik dengan skripsi (thesis) kamu. 
bagus, kamu kelihatan sgt menguasai bahan.
so, ade beberapa sedikit yang perlu dibetulkan, bahasa especially.
and please, utk simpanan personal saya, 
nanti setelah perbaikan, sy nak one copy"

apa yang lebih membahagiakan, bile lecturer yang paling ko gerun said that to you. means he is really2 interested. alhamdulillah, sy bergenang sgt dgr all the positive response and saya nampak lecturer pembimbing saya pun sgt berpuas hati, she smiled all the way. hee!

saya mintak diri and say thanks for quite a number and, the moment i stepped out from the room, air mata saya mengalir. sebak. REALLY, ALLAH HAD PAID ME CASH. semua ni betul2 di luar jangkaan, Allah permudahkan segalanya. dari awl proses nak siapkan, masa lecturer refused to proceed dgn skripsi saya, and im almost give up ape sume, but i put all the trust in Allah and have faith in His willpowers, Alhamdulillah, hari ni Allah tunjukkan kekuasaanNya =)

memang masa tuh cari my housemate and friends yang ade kat luar tuh, cakap sgt bersyukur2. sbb dorg sume tau, i dun really have enough time to revise and everything, sbb saya siap sgt lambat dengan mcm2 masalahnya. and they were very happy for me. the same goes to my housemate, she even got an A for her thesis dah, mine, my lecturer tak btau plak. huu. but doc ade jumpa saya before she went down to her room, she said, she was very proud of my hardworks and my presentation. bahagia sgt dgr dia ckp mcm tuh, at least dia nampak hardworks saya. heeeeeee!

called my mum, and dia pun nangis sama dlm phone. dia kata smlm dia pun x boleh tido, sbb for all these while, mmg mengadu kat umi je. risau sgt. sbb buat dalam keadaan tergesa2, dgn mcm2 halangan, tapi umi kata umi bersyukur sgt, at last, kakak mampu graduate. umi abah sume x berhenti2 doakan kakak, sbb kitorg tau kakak sgt2 teruji ksbrn dengan karenah lecturer yang mcm2 and kakak sakit ape sume, tapi Allah tuh Maha Adil kak, utk sume effort kakak, Allah balas. memang lagi mengalir lah air mata. sbb i do feel the same too. thank you a lot my dear family members for all the doas, Allah je yang mampu balas =)

now, gelaran Sarjana Kedokteran Gigi dah jadi milik saya, and im now eligible to enter my clinical years march ni. graduation ceremony will be held somewhere in April, and my family will be coming here to celebrate. yayyy! sbb sini system die, grad theory years, then baru boleh masuk clinic. and grad theory years tuh lagi dibuat besar-besaran dibanding dgn masa sumpah doc, untuk gelaran dentist nnt. hee. 

but the most important thing of all, jauh skali niat di dalam hati nak show off atau apa, tapi just for the sake of sharing, kali ni, Allah betul-betul tunjukkan kekuasaanNya pada saya bila saya letakkan sepenuh harapan saya hanya padaNya. agaknya, inilah hikmah kenapa Allah uji saya mcm ni, supaya at the end of the day, saya blajar bahawa usaha kita tuh dinilai oleh Dia and dia akan beri ganjaran yang setimpal. Allah always knows best. with all the strengths and patience that He had gave, finally i can graduate sama dgn yang lain and semua ni saya hadiahkan untuk umi and abah. maybe my pointer x setinggi org lain, but i promised in my clinical years, ill do my best, insya Allah =)

so syazu and tirah, who will sit for their presentations on this monday and tuesday, all the best. trust me, semuanya akan okay. my prayers are all with you =)



masa ni baru nak keluar rumah, nampak x muka kelat2 sorang2 tuh? =P


send gambar ni pagi2 buta kat abah, haha! pastu abah cakap, 
"good luck! abah doa sumenye okay, tapi nape kakak pakai bendera indonesia? bendera malaysia mana?"
haha! dah syarat dia abah, nak wat cane =D


hee. masing2 punya cara berbeza untuk relaxkan hati yang gemuruh. ada yang bergambar, ada yang study, last minute touch up. hee!


gambar ni betul2 amik lepas settle present. heeeeee! nampak x kadar senyuman tuh dah semakin lebar dan bahagia. azab dah lepas lah kununnya. hihi.


lan, mas and me. we're done! alhamdulillah =)

till then. sorry panjang sgt, excited nak cite! ngehngeh. goodnite people. much love.

Friday, 24 February 2012

less than 24 hours. pheww!


pheww. melepaskan lelah kejap kat blog, baru je balik dr campus. tell u what, im so freaking scared for tomorrow! haha.

my powerpoints masih belum siap, still need to be touch up here and there. but i dunno, i think, at this stage, what i shud do is try to calm myself down. rse mcm x cukup nafas je, inhaaaallleeeeeee deep and hembus nafas kuat2 =)

my tummy isnt at its good condition today, why lah why. haish. so tonite, kena prepare small notes, tadi cakap berterabur. exceed 25mins. so need to cut my talks somewhere, and focus more on the treatment rather than the etiology.

people had been warning me, lecturer yang akan menilai saya tomorrow are two persons yang sgtlahhhh suke bertanya itu ini. so malam ni harus jadi nerdy and understand, okay, bkn understand shj, but TO MASTER everything so that tomorrow if kena bantai, at least tak clueless sgt.

thank God, my mentor tadi was a bit sweet, saying that she'll be coming to the campus tomorrow for me, tho malam ni she'll be going to Bogor which is about 3 hours time from here. hee. thank you doc, please help me tomorrow.

so, skirt hitam ready, baju putih ready, tudung hitam checked, lencana bendera Indonesia checked, kasut hitam plain (baru beli smlm, haha) checked! lawak okay, smlm kitorg sume kwar secara berjemaah nak beli kasut hitam for sidang, and paling best trah siap pegi beli brooch besar kelip2, berlian2, sebab ape, lecturer penilai die suke menda kilat2 and bling bling =D

how cool is that, nak pancing hati punya pasal =P

lastly, nak mintak maaf, if ade buat salah atau apa, terkasar kat mana2, salah cakap, salah treat, maafkanlah saya, esok sy nak sidang. semoga kemaafan anda permudahkan perjalanan presentation saya esok. im ready to be hentam, but i hope i dont look that stupid tomorrow and can talk in bahasa Indonesia fluently.

amin ya Rabbal Alamin. may my thesis "PENCEGAHAN DAN PERAWATAN GIGI ANTERIOR RAHANG ATAS YANG MENGALAMI EROSI" can be presented well by me tomorrow. hee! doakan please please, settle je menda ni, insya Allah boleh grad theory years and masuk clinic.

besok org upload gambar pakai uniform presentation yeh? take care, much loveeee!

=(

im so stressed with my upcoming presentation. down weh ='( penat dah act cool selama ni.

ya Allah..

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

the last 3 days

assalamualaikum..

hmm, jujur, thesis ni sangat sangat memerah kesabaran saya sampai almost kering dah. now everything is messed up, ive told you doc, right from the beginning about this journal that uve been really interested on, it is just an experimental study. not yet has been implemented widely. ive given the copy for you to read at home, but guess, maybe u dont really pay too much focus on it.

now, sume dah bercelaru. and tadi, during our last meeting, im trying my best to explain it to you, tapi mcm asyik kena potong je. i dont deny, ure such a good mentor, but it wud be nicer if you really had a good understanding about the topic that ive been working on now.

sampailah tadi, balik je rumah, mengeluh sekuatnya masa terbaring. tak baik kan mengeluh? but  im in a great torture. saturday is my turn to present my case, yet until now, i cant even work on my powerpoints.

pheww. pheww. nak back off, nak give up, this is definitely not the time. oh Allah, You definitely know what ive been hoping the most now. please give me strength, extra strength, 3 days might sounds too late to some people who had finished theirs, way before me, but not me. i need some peace of mind and soul, to go thru this.

i dun mind being late, being less prepared, or anything that may put me in a worry state, but just please, let me pass this, lancarkan segala urusan, sampailah pada hari presentation. dan permudahkanlah, agar saya dapat lecturer penguji yang baik, and may all the questions that will be ask on that day, saya boleh jawab dengan baik.

Thank you Ya Rahim, I love you, ya Allah =)

positive yana, positive. alang alang menyeluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pangkal lengan! ecehhh =P

pray for me yeh? for my presentation to run smooth, and everything falls right at its place. thank you.

take care. much love.

gile drama =P








november rain




"patience with others, that is love. 
patience with self, that is hope. 
and patience with God, that is faith"


u may be tested with a lot of things, until to one extend, u cant even stand on your feet but just on your knees. please know, that is such a right position for you to lift up your hands and pray to Him.

and just a gentle reminder, for you and me. instead of making prayers and just askings,  for helps,  for strength, for success, and what not, let us spare some time to thank Him, say thanks for the blessings, for the love and for the fact that everyday, He never forgot to wake us up, giving us the chance to be better than yesterday.

recently, my patience level had really really been tested. sometimes i broke down. i have to admit that. i cried. almost everyday i called my mum and cried. but at the end of the day, before i went to sleep, i set something in my heart, no matter what will happen tomorrow, i hope Allah will ease my way. 

yes, this is about my thesis. those who are close knew the story. i almost give up, but Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me the strength to endure this, and now im eligible to seat for my february presentation and insya Allah will grad for my theory years in April, together with the others =) i almost thought that i cudnt make it, seriously. with the topics kept on changing, me falling sick, my mentor herself. but guess i did my best, because my principle is that, for something that i really want, i will always make sure, ive given my very best to it, at least, if it doesnt happen according to what i want, then i can nod and say "maybe that is my fate". at least ive put some effort to it.

and i do believe, nothing comes easy in this life =)

for the pain, the hurts, the tests and everything, i know this things are nothing than just shaping me to be a better person. what doesnt kill you, will make you stronger. 

random writings, but this is what that comes sincerely from the heart. tataulah kenapa, skrg ni, banyak menda semua nak involve hati. berfikir pun, instead of pakai akal, hati pun kadang-kadang nak sibuk =P

okay, dah pukul 12. study time! good nite people. sweet dreams. much love.

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

morning :)


"early bird catches the worm"


how can i be an early bird if almost every morning this painful headache is killing me? my day today didnt start that good and i hope it wont drag till the end of the day.

good morning everyone, happy tuesday! May Allah bless all of us, amin =)


Monday, 20 February 2012

when Allah took someone away from you..

Assalamualaikum =)

dealing with the pain of losing isnt easy. losing can happen in so many ways. but usually, the most painful loss happens when it relates to the loss of a person. a person who is very dear to our heart. family. friends. lover.

recently, ive heard too many great lost that happened to my friends, and even to myself either. mcm2 reaksi, mcm2 cara mereka menenangkan diri, but one word to describe them, they are really strong!

last two months, my friend, who is in the same batch as mine, lost his father. all in a sudden. without she expecting it, since her father didnt suffer from any kind of illnesses. not bed ridden, in fact, was coming over here to spend time with her during the xmas holiday. they were so happy together, enjoying every single moment to the max, they even went to Jogjakarta, which is about 8 hours from Jakarta, but everything was fine along the journey.

not until one day, they planned to go to Tanah Abang, the fav place to shop here in our place. her father complaint that he felt a lil bit difficult to breathe. and suddenly fell down and went unconcious then, at the mosque. everyone was panic, but luckily, people who are there are very kind enough to help and brought the late uncle to the nearest hospital. as soon as they reached hospital, uncle's death was verified. he was no longer breathing.

i was in malaysia during that time and the moment i heard about it, my heart thumped hard. i even pull my car to  the side of the road and stop. ya Allah. why so soon? how is my friend handling this? but looking at the bright side of it, her father died when he is with her. the only daughter in the family. her mother was beyond sad, she went all clueless and shocked. my housemates who stayed back during the holiday came and accompanied her, and they did say, aunty looked so sad and she kept on saying about uncle's wishes and their memories of being together.

my eyes got watery at that time, too many things suddenly rush into my head, thinking about their condition. but Alhamdullilah, Allah has granted such a big strength to my friend, she was able to handle all the procedures calmly, and Allah eases everything. as soon as i came back from my holiday, my friend did Kenduri Doa Selamat for her father and she invited us. such a great relief to see her, smiling like normal, tho yea, who knows, what did she feel deep insidekan? but im very sure, she knew herself, regardless what had happened, she has to be strong, especially for the sake of aunty. and i believe Allah tested this to her family and to her personally, because Allah knows best that, despite all the sadness and the pain of losing their beloved father, they are still able to cope with it, as Allah had said in the Quran, "verily with hardships, there is relief".

next, the incident that happens on the last two days. about my senior, a girl, who had lost his boyfriend. and happened to be, his boyfriend is my senior too here in Jakarta. her boyfriend died of cancer. the cancer was first detected last May if im not mistaken and at that time, sudah stage ketiga. dah ade pleural diffusion. since then, abang P had to postpone his studies and he went back to Malaysia for treatment. been warded for chemo, for about 7 months and last two days, i received the news that Abg P is no longer with us, Allah lebih sayangkan dia.

kak W, for all this while, has being very positive about abg P, regardless what people say, shes been hoping and praying that his boyfriend will be fine one day. she doesnt give up hope and i know she did that, must be first, for abg P, for a person who is suffering from cancer, all u need is to give such a massive moral support and channels all your positivity to the patient, it does help in increasing the lifetime of the patient. and secondly of course, for herself. someone you love, someone you've been planning everything with him in the future, who wudnt want that to happen kan? and again Allah showed me another one strong person, in handling the loss of a person who is very dear to her heart, she looks very calm, even when people asked about it to her in her facebook.

dear kak W, Allah lebih sayangkan dia. dan ketahuilah, kasih sayang akak untuk dia, dia bawak sampai ke akhir usia dia. bila fikirkan tentang ni, yana jadi sebak, sucinya cinta akak, sampailah maut yang memisahkan akak and dia, and i hope one day, ull be able to find another guy, as good as Abg P insya Allah. be strong kak.

arent the tests that both of them got, are something that u have never come to think, what if it happens to you?  ajal maut semua di tangan Tuhan, kita takde kuasa untuk menghalangnya. setiap yang hidup, pasti akan mati. the only thing that i wish is, if one day all these things are happening to me, i would be able to face it with a great inner strength, just like them. amin.




i was in the stage of dealing with the pain of losing too, but maybe it isnt as bad as theirs. and maybe what ive been going thru now is the feelings that most of us has gone thru too. or maybe, u are in the same phase like mine. i dont think im good enough to advise in this matter, but maybe i could share something. if u think u have done your best, and nothing gets any better, left it all to Allah, the owner of every heart. keep on praying, with a strong faith that Allah will hear you and granted your wish.

"kadang-kadang Allah tarik sesuatu dari kita, bukan sbb kerana Dia tidak menyayangi kita,
tapi kerana Allah rindu akan kita. rindu dgn tangisan kita untukNya, rindu kebergantungan kita sebagai hambaNya kepadaNya =)"

janganlah membenci, mendoakan yang buruk. never let urself drowned in hatred. dun hate. dun let negativity conquers u, ull never find peace. but slowly nurture ur heart to accept, to redha. never set a revenge, just please. no matter in what situation. if u feel so much pain inside, Allah is there to hear you, to be with you =) 

"segala-galanya dalam Dunia, semua adalah pinjaman Allah. dan Allah berhak mengambilnya pada bila-bila masa. sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui"

doakan yang baik-baik, insya Allah yang baik-baik kita akan dapat. sedih, kecewa, carilah Dia. Rindu pada yang pergi? takpe, rindu tuh anugerah Allah. macam dalam lagu Hijjaz "insan yang berhati nurani punyai rasa rindu" hee. sampaikanlah rindu itu pada Allah, dan bertenanglah selepas itu.

everybody has their own story, their own way coping with the sadness of losing something. but always remember, to every pain, sadness, tears, loneliness, return to Him, ketahuilah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah, hati akan menjadi tenang =)

take care people. much love.

kak intan's celebration =)

assalamualaikum =)

not a new story, but ms menda nih jadi, my blog tade. and i guess this was something important to be shared too. hee! pasal my first batch nye senior, she has graduated! yayy! kak intan is the pioneer, the 1st student yang datang kat uni saya. and shes alone here u know. shes been surviving all alone! respect sangat dia.

im really thankful to have such a nice senior like her and seriously kena sangat2 berterima kasih pada kak intan, sbb kerana dia, mcm2 advantages kitorg dpt from year to year. die complaint itu ini, then only pihak campus sediakan, sampailah kat my batch which is the 4th batch and also the last one, alhamdulillah, we have almost everything. thanks kak =)

so this small celebration took place kalo x salah 31st January hari tuh, since she bought her flight ticket on 3rd february, nak wat lambat2 sgt takot nnt susah die nak mengemas ke ape. hee! wat kat Seoul Garden, PIM, ramai jugaklah dtg, almost semua student uni dtg. malaysian lah of course. lamaaaaaa gilaaaaa x gather mcm tuh, and we really really had fun!

kak intan dtg and die sangat terharu. yayyy! sbb mcm die x budget kan kitorg sume dpt dtg and did this to her tho that time everybody was like kinda busy with thesis lah, clinic lah apelah. but sbb kitorg sayang akak, apa saja untukmu kak =) ngee!

so let pictures do the talkings. banyak gambar saya lah tapi. haha! dah lama x bergambar, and nak plak jumpe ramai org, camwhore ni pun mula lah over =P 


syazu, ieda, kak yaya and me. yes, kak yaya is the one who sat beside me, but she looks mcm sgt comel, until rsenye kalo ikot muka, saya yang sesuai jadi kakak. haha! 
see the food? my fav! =D


mas, my housemate. dia pakai baju baru, something new, sbb mas x penah minat baju kotak-kotak but she just bought one.  so since that day is hari special, so dia pakai lah, and look nice isnt she? =)
hee, kang mas mrh if mention baju bru die je kan, nak mengaku jgk, i bought one too! =P and tgh pakai jugak =P


camwhores beraksi! itu kak intan, yang tudung biru =)


kak intan and us, the housemates. trah hilang beli lipbalm. hihi.


hello, ini syazu. nama timangan dia yuna. hye, saya yana. dan saya sudah sedikit chubbs! yayy!


haha. the girls again and again =)


kak intan showing her card. tapi konon2 artistic lah gambar ni, tak pndg camera =P


kak intan and me! muka dia sangatlah penyayang. and ms ni, dia nampak sgt happy okay!
kalo x, muka die stress je sbb layan karenah patient! happy for you kak =)


yeahhh! the frame and the card! and the girls again and again and again. haha! =D


haaa. finally the boys muncul! hahaha! laki kan, dorg mana suke camwhoring =P
our almost complete one happy Moestopo's family =)


masa nak balik, jumpe hiasan cantek kat mall, ade sakura sakura. so benti sat, amik gambaq =D


and amik gambar dengan naga bunga-bunga juga =)


dear kak intan,

whatever u are up to now (susah nak tau updates sbb kak intan da balik mesia), yana wish kak intan good luck and all the best. with all the hardships that uve endured, im very sure u are gonna be a great dentist in the future. yana doakan semuanya dipermudahkan, cepat2 kawen and ajak yana =P , and insya Allah ada rezeki, kita jumpa lagi bila2 nanti. thanks for all the advices and helps,  we owe u much kak and may Allah bless you always.

with love,

yana =)


Sunday, 19 February 2012

the opening


bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

after quite a long silence, hiding away from any means of social networking (except twitter =P) and after settle-ing the burdensome thesis (literally settle lah tapi), NOW IM BACK!

hello blog, being missing u so much. seriously. lepas ni boleh kembali mempot pet di blog, whining here and there, pondering thots and opinions, sharing views and pictures.

and not to mention, updating my friends with what ive been up to. i deactivated my facebook anyway, and i dont have any plan of re-activating it in a short time. maybe later or maybe never again.

theres a huge reason why i choose to open a new blog actually, but take it this way, which ive once mentioned before in my former blog, there are things that i thought of just letting them stay there, safely. but as for now, still saya bukak lagi, just to inform about the new link. but soon, it'll be privated forever.

so here's the blog. we can get in touch here. and to strangers, hello, let us be friends! teehee!

turn over a new leaf. to be better. to be wiser =)

ecehh, konon pakai warna plain putih suci bersih ni, budget matang wiser lah yeh yana? nahhh, still the same childish, talkative, clumsy me. its just that suka warna2 soft skrg ni, pastel colors, rasa masuk dengan jiwa.

please say hi, would really love to hear something from you. much love. good nite.