" what hurts us is what heals us. life has been very hard on me, but at the same time, it has taught me a great deal. you cant see it, but my body is covered in open wounds that are constantly bleeding. i wake each morning wanting to die before the day is out, but i continue to live, suffering and fighting, fighting and suffering, clinging on to the certainty that it will all end one day.."
from Aleph, by Paulo Coelho :)